i had a good vacation. ill post my pics from that soon. but jesus was it hell when i got back. i forgot to take my mood stablizers all break. then i got off the phone and my dad had dissapointed me again, so i went up to my room and started to cry, when my dorm parent came in and started bitching about something. i slamed the door in his face, and thats when it happened. i get so scared when it happens. sometimes i think that im skitzofranic. when i dont take my meds and get pissed, its like my former self gets locked up in a room. its so scary. and then all this rage just gets let out, untill i end up hurting someone or myself. but ya i got